Sooooooooooooooooo.....I am a terrible person. I know.
Pretty sure the last time I wrote on this blog was in May...and now its July.
But my excuse is that I have been either being enslaved or stressing out.
Summer research is apparently not all fun and games. It's actually so stressful... Before I started, I thought that it would be perfect cause I would be getting research experience, a tan and exercise as well. It turns out, I am more stressed out here than during the school year. I cannot even see my friends, I cannot go home, and I cannot do anything about it.
Life sucks basically. What sucks even more is that I think I am going to stick with my lab group during the school year. I really don't want to but it seems like a good experience thing for my resume (I know I am such a loser but still). What a terrible life I have... I am constantly in a state of depression. Basically thinking of drowning myself in the pond that we have on site.
