Getting ready

I am a terrible blogger.... However, my excuse is that these past few days have been far from exciting.
All that happened was just hang outs with friends, eating, sleeping, watching shows on the computer and shopping.
Yup, that's my excuse.
I cannot believe that I have to leave home very soon... I don't wanna go!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have been slowly getting ready to go...Today I bought sunscreen, bug spray and hat....and a jacket from Roots :P. OMG its sooo cute! Check it out: http://canada.roots.com/FieldJacket/WomensJacketsOuterwear//02010312,default,pd.html?cgid=womensSweatersAndCardigans&selectedColor=2300
Looove it.

I am really kind of dreading to leave home... I love home+family+friends.
I hate living alone...especially this time since I won't even have internet apparently and it is in the middle of no where...
I have no plans on how I am going to survive. I can't just go out and buy some food or grab some groceries whenever I feel like anymore.
The more and more I get ready to leave, the more and more I feel depressed.
I am so pessimistic!
Perhaps I will feel different when I get there ....I hope.